All those times we're miserable, I wonder what we miss. What passes by us when we're too busy being upset, or unhappy?
For the longest time, I have wondered what it would be like to cry happy tears.
I know now.
I know that I myself have lacked the happiness to sustain a pleasent lifestyle.
I know that when I cry, I cry because I am bitter, and angry.
But now, I can see. I can see again through the tears that mar my vision. I can see all that I have. Yes, I've lost. I've sacrificed. We all have. And when we lose something dear, we give up the ability to see what we have gained.
We begin to forget all that we have.
I will never again be ungrateful for the people around me.
Yes, it's true. There are those who are cruel, hateful, spiteful, who think only of themselves. But then there are those..there are those in this world who can make us cry happy tears. There are those who inspire us enough to cry, to want to change who we are to be better than we were before.
I have these people around me!
I have those who can make me cry, make me laugh. They make me happy! They make me see all that I have. And never will I forgot what I have lost. But I value what I've lost, and it shows me what I have and only makes me cherish them all the more.
So thank you.
And let me toast now, to friends.
Let me make a toast to those of you in this world who make others happy.
Even if you don't know, and even if you don't care.
Thank you for being there, for being a light in the darkness when all hope is gone. For being the inspiration to the songs we sing, for being the lyrics and the melody. Thank for being -my- inspiration.
Thank you for it all.
I'll cry these happy tears, and I'll enjoy this time we spend together and cherish it all.
Every breath, every gasp, every laugh.
So take my heart in your hands, and throw it to the ground.
Crush it, if that is your will.
But know that for your kindness, for your love, you have given me strength.
And no matter the outcome, you have my heart.
I will hold you close though you may push me away.
I will fight for you until my last breath.
Though, you may hate me in the end, still..
I cannot thank you enough.